closer

Ah the brilliance and bittersweet desert that retrospect is to any situation.

I have spent so much of my time concerned with your well being, with your happiness and with YOU that I have forgotten so so much about myself. I leave this situation with my head held high, it never dropped because of you.. You dizzied me with the circles you spun and the webs you wove around me. Danced tip toed over my sleeping eyes as you crept in late at nights. Huffed and sighed and watched me rise each morning to go to work. I spent my days, in many ways, all wrapped up in you.

So here is me unraveling. Here is the moment the clock stops on our adventure. Or at least the adventure we once had. It isn't fun when the person you love enough to know that loving them will never be enough, just doesn't seem to be worth all that energy anymore.. And I am sure sick of this heartache.