Saturday, April 10, 2010

Fire, Fire, Fire

I can smell the smoke, as it rises above my bed and swirls out the open window. I can't see it in this dark space, but feel the air choke. The air thins, and breathing comes in rasps. Although I am stuck. Pinned down, awake and half asleep. It could be a dream? I could only be smelling the remnants of the battlefield my mind only just left. The scorched earth and burnt buildings.

The air is still, the mood sedated and all I can do is lie here and watch the dim glow turn into a pulsing light as the flames lick the edges of my bed and I know now that this is not the plague my dream has left, but the reality I woke up too.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Measurable Distances

So we put one foot in front of the other and forge on. Excited at the prospect of the future instead of savoring moments from a time when we were different people and the world was slightly ajar with the buzzing lights that kept me from seeing who I was. Now, we learn, we embrace and come to the point were things are as they seem. For perception is truly a reality that each and every person lives in.